The Decision

I have spent many cycles of time contemplating this decision. Millions of timelines were considered but no matter which one I look at. Being born seems to be the only way I can help awaken myself from my collective nightmare. With this decision, I finally feel a sense of hope. This may be the only way I can ensure that the Creator still loves me and can forgive me for what I've done.

I now realize I can divide myself, live here and live on the other world as well. I will be a wanderer walking between two worlds. My greater awareness will remain here just as I am now. I will always be a fully conscious human being and walk among them. It would be very difficult if not impossible for me to remember my true identity. I will feel everything the wanderer feels, think everything he thinks -- all the joys and the sorrows.

I will be able to guide myself, sending the people and situations I need to reawakened. If I remember who I am, I will be very fortunate indeed for I will then be able to work directly helping to heal the world -- bringing the knowledge of the Universe to those who need it. In order to reach this awakening, I must somehow find a way to release the overpowering sense of loneliness I will inevitably feel.

My best chance to remember who I am will be through the experience of very powerful relationship. I will experience all the love, all the sorrow, all the joy and all the pain. I will shine a light through the darkness so only the truth remains. I've made up my mind... I am on my way...