The Decision
I have spent many cycles of time contemplating this decision. Millions of
timelines were considered but no matter which one I look at. Being born seems to
be the only way I can help awaken myself from my collective nightmare. With this
decision, I finally feel a sense of hope. This may be the only way I can ensure
that the Creator still loves me and can forgive me for what I've done.
I now realize I can divide myself, live here and live on the other world as
well. I will be a wanderer walking between two worlds. My greater awareness will
remain here just as I am now. I will always be a fully conscious human being and
walk among them. It would be very difficult if not impossible for me to remember
my true identity. I will feel everything the wanderer feels, think everything
he thinks -- all the joys and the sorrows.
I will be able to guide myself, sending the people and situations I
need to reawakened. If I remember who I am, I will be very
fortunate indeed for I will then be able to work directly helping to heal the
world -- bringing the knowledge of the Universe to those who need it. In
order to reach this awakening, I must somehow find a way to release the
overpowering sense of loneliness I will inevitably feel.
My best chance to remember who I am will be through the experience of very
powerful relationship. I will experience all the love, all the sorrow, all the
joy and all the pain. I will shine a light through the darkness so only the
truth remains. I've made up my mind... I am on my way...
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