We all have the same basic wounding at the core of our soul. This wounding appears to be the root of all addictive compulsive behaviors that we would ever gets stuck in. This original wound is an illusion but it becomes very compelling to us and buries deep within our subconscious mind at the point that we don't even realize it's there. This wound comes from the sense that the Creator has abandoned us. And we've been left exposed unprotected on this planet. And we're going to have painful experiences where we feel abandoned and left alone -- that our needs are not being met, that nobody really seems to care about us and we invariably projects disappointment onto the Creator. This intern leads to what i call the Wheel of Karma --where we keep repeating the same painful experiences over and over again. We started to notice that it seems like we have bad luck. or that there's a theme that keeps repeating in our lives.